~ fatty bom bom ~

only ten days left and m still sooo fat..

i hate d way i look right now..

i'd love to juz not eat, did tat n now

m not feeling well.. my gastric kept

yelling at me asking me to eat.. i eat,

but very little.. not my usual consumption..

i havent eaten rice for almost a week,

eat very little for dinner & lunch, usually just

fruits or something soupy. but i havent seen

any improvement yet..

goshhhh.. m gonna look sooo ugly fugly

during my nikah.. i juz hope i wont faint

because of all these dieting, lack of nutritious, etc..

sigh, d pressure women put on themselves

huh.. esp when ppl close to me who makes

me feel more insecure of myself than i already

am.. no, not ajoy.. dont worry.. not him.. he

kept asking me to eat n kept telling me tat

i am not fat..

but, fact is, i do feel fat, tats the thing.. *crying*