:: Aina Sakina ::: January 2010

~ regret ~

i've broken a few hearts before..

but those men deserved it..

and i dont regret doing so becoz

they broke my heart too..

however, there is one heart that

i wish i didnt mess with.. tat i wish

i didnt break.. because she did

nothing to me.

i was never like tat before.

never ever thought i'd dive

myself into that shitty mess..

but i did. no matter how i dont wanna

think of it, i did it.

i cant believe i became such a bitch..

such a bitch tat other ppl's feelings

became unimportant because i was

such a selfish bitch for a prize

that is not at all worth it.

if only i could see tis coming

before everything started..

but, it did..

and i regretted everything about it..

i resented every second of tat

part of my past..

and if i could have a chance, i

would love to sincerely apologize

to you. for every pain n tears

i caused you. i'm not asking you

to forgive me.. i juz wished i could

apologize.. i'm so sorry S..

~ fifty-two ~

tats how much i weigh now..

uwaaaaaaaa.... so fat!!!!!

so it is time for dieting!

gotta change my eating habit..

i used to eat healthy..

so nw it is time for me go

back to eating healthy..

no sugar..

no santan..

no mayo..

no thousand island..

no starch..

hope to lose a lot of kilos

before our reception..

*fingers crossed*

~ sighhhhh ~

there was tis one day i went to giant sec 13

s.alam n from far i saw a man standing facing

the wall.. d main wall of giant.. i was trying to

figure out wat dat guy was doing..

he certainly wasnt smoking.. coz who would

face d wall as if he wanted to kiss d wall to

smoke right? as i got nearer and nearer to

d entrance of giant, i saw d guy zipping up his

pants in front of everybody! omg! he was

peeing!!! yeeeshhhhhhh.. bukannya takde toilet

kat dlm.. kena ke kencing dpn org ramai????

sungguh ku tak phm..

~ astro ~

akhirnya... tomorrow astro will come and send

our decoder.. lama betul.. it took them about 8 days kut..

well, they did tell us tat it will take 7-10 days.. :)

we actually wanted to take astro b.yond.. ajoy is

really into ths HD stuff and clearer pics.. cam i plak,

asalkan bleh tgk i ok jer.. hehehe..

but unfortunately for us, astro b.yond for the time being

is only for landed houses.. :(

~ drama melayu ~

i think mesti ramai bengang dgn i when i

write about tis..

ntah la, dr dulu i never really liked to

watch malay dramas.. except when

it involves my fave malay actors such as

ida nerina, rosyam nor, umi aida and a

few more.. tu pun mmg jarang sgt tgk..

why some might ask.. sbb.. drama melayu

byk yg poyoooooo... ok, dont shoot me..

but if u read first, then maybe u'd agree with

me..

these is y i dont quite like drama melayu:

~ balik2 citer datuk datin n pompuan2

simpanan yg nk kat datuk2 ni.. takde

modal lain ke???

~ kalau bukan berkisar ttg tu pun, mesti

ada watak datuk or datin.. pls la.. in real

world, tak semua businessman yg berjaya

bertitle datuk.. some dont even want tat

title pun tp kaya nk mampus.. having tat

title doesnt mean u're all tat.. ramai je org

title datuk tp tak kaya.. tis title is so

overated..

~ and kalau ada datuknye, ada la datinnya..

menyampah tgk datin2 wannabe ni.. pls lar..

and fyi, datin2 pun pki baju biasa je kat rumah

and tak make-up tebal2 and rambut kembang2..

~ ada je org yg konon2 nk ckp english but yr

english is soooo bad tat it becomes a joke!

ada yg pronunciation ntahapahapantah! kalau

nk ckp pun, belajar la sebut betul2..

~ citer mcm dah takde modal lain.. bosan.

~ pakaian. ada yg melampau sgt sexynyer smpi

mcm tak logic. tak potray d real malaysian. nur

kasih is the best. sopan.. bukan la kata semua drama

kena cam nur kasih.. tp berpatutan la skit pakaian tu..

~ for those movies yg ada cgi effect pulak lagi la..

aduiiiii memalukan seyyyyyy... kalau tgk iklan dr

indonesia lg best, lg gempak dr drama/movie kita k..

ok.. disclaimer.. bukan xnk support drama/filem

melayu.. cuma diaorg kena change.. balik2 jln

citer lebih kurang, or cilok dr citer from US, or

citer hindustan.. bosan la..

~ feature wall part two ~

ajoy n i juz finished painting our 2nd feature

wall last nite.. tis time it is orange! hehe..

tis is for our living n dining room..

oh well, it jives with the rest of our furniture..

i took quite a long time just to figure out

which shade of orange i wanted to choose..

tough choice! esp considering tat i have to

really choose wisely since it is d wall tat we'll

be looking at everytime we watch tv..

and m glad i took the time.. it is d right shade!

wuhooo!! :)

so here's a pic for visualisation.. those lamps

left and right is a wedding present from my cousin..

and i have another one from my friend, shada..

thanx guys! love em lamps! :D

~ sweet home theatre ~

we juz got our own lil home theatre! yeay!

takde la magnifico punyer.. just a 32" flatscreen

lcd tv.. and small home theatre set with 6 small

speakers, a subwoofer and a dvd player..

cukup la for our cute lil house.. yg penting, we

got all these ikut kemampuan, bukan utk

bertanding dgn sape2 k.. tu disclaimer tu, coz i

tak nak la ada org tu tiba2 nk berlagak tv dia

42" ke apa ke.. seriously, we dont care bout

wat u have in yr hse k.. peace.. :)

d best part bout having new things in our hse

is watching my husband install everything..

i just love him more and more everything he

does it.. and will always give him a thank you

kiss everytime he's done.. :)

love you, love!

previously, i blogged about cakes & cuppies and i mentioned whc cake designer i chose kan.. tapi there was no follow up blog on my side kan hihihi.. lupa nk citer.. so i decided to choose ribbonsandcakes for my hantaran cake to ajoy.. and when i emailed the designer, she replied with a very enthusiastic response.. she loved my idea for my hantaran cake..

i wanted a round cake.. covered with light pink fondant.. and decorated with irregular sized dark pink polka dots all around.. hihihi.. comel kan.. mentang2 suka polka dots.. cake pun harus la polka dots.. hahahaha! and i requested for chocolate cake.. and then instead of she putting any sugar flowers or watever material ntah, i decided to put some of my gerberas on top of my cake.. :)

ni hasil nya without the decoration.. nmpk bare giler kan.. my bff yg collect d cake pun ckp nmpk mcm plain sgt.. tats bcoz belum letak atas tray hntrn n letak bunga.. :)

*hahaha togel kan.. kelakar rupa dia..

the cake was collected morning nk nikah tu.. hihihi giler gamble kan.. and then it was brought straight to masjid to put on the hantaran tray whc is already at masjid.. lepas letak atas tray n letak bunga, ini lah hasilnya.. cantikkkkk... ramai sgt my friends in fb yg puji d cake coz its different.. :)

*such a difference kan before and after.. :P

~ hantaran : piccas ~

ok, here are the close up view of hantaran from me to ajoy.. the hantaran was done by nurul blogspot, nurul fotopages.. if u wanna see her previous work, byk in fotopages, she just joined blogspot.. :) anyway, she did my sis's hantaran last before.. i loved her work, sbb tu nk dia jugak yg buat.. i didnt even survey around for other quotations pun.. hihihi..

theme colour is shocking/dark pink and light pink.. at first i wanted mcm2 jenis bunga.. and nurul once did tis one whc i LOVE so much.. tp, my bff da pki pulak for her engagement.. i jugak yg recommend hahaha..

i planned to meet up with nurul to discuss bout the flowers to use and to select hantaran trays.. but before meeting her up, i had an idea nk pakai roses, gerberas, eustoma and apa ntah, byk la jenis bunga.. tp bila fikir2 balik, i decided to use only roses & gerberas & sweet williams & fairy's breath. and then when i met nurul, she loved my idea! hihihi.. and because my flowers are not seasonal, so takde la mahal sgt n senang nk cari bunga2 tu..

when i came to pick up the hantaran kan, the moment nurul opened her door, rasa mcm nk pengsan.. cantik giler!!!! to me la eh.. hihi.. pastu rasa cam tak nak angkat, i juz wanna preserve d moment as long as possible.. but then, it was already late, harus di angkut balik ke rumah.. so ni la hasilnya: