~ regret ~

i've broken a few hearts before..

but those men deserved it..

and i dont regret doing so becoz

they broke my heart too..

however, there is one heart that

i wish i didnt mess with.. tat i wish

i didnt break.. because she did

nothing to me.

i was never like tat before.

never ever thought i'd dive

myself into that shitty mess..

but i did. no matter how i dont wanna

think of it, i did it.

i cant believe i became such a bitch..

such a bitch tat other ppl's feelings

became unimportant because i was

such a selfish bitch for a prize

that is not at all worth it.

if only i could see tis coming

before everything started..

but, it did..

and i regretted everything about it..

i resented every second of tat

part of my past..

and if i could have a chance, i

would love to sincerely apologize

to you. for every pain n tears

i caused you. i'm not asking you

to forgive me.. i juz wished i could

apologize.. i'm so sorry S..