~ perfect image ~

nobody is born perfect.. near perfect

boleh la kut.. but no one is perfect..

however, where i am working now,

somehow or rather m expected to

be perfect.. ada je yg nk comment..

positive n negative comments.. yg

positive tu takpe la kan.. but d

negative ones tu.. sighhhh.. it's not

tat i cant take criticism, but i feel

d critics are juz too much..

i mean, i am only human.. with

loads of flaws n imperfections.. juz

like anybody else in the world.. but

i dont know why in the world i am

being judged as tho i am a model

or actress who can only have a

teenie weenie bit of a flaw..

there are a few guys there who wud

always always always criticise me..

boncet la.. muka penat la.. jerawat la..

but usually, it is always bout my tummy..

the same thing happened today, again!

tis particular guy, let's call him J,

commented my tummy.. J said "eeee

perut boncetnyerrrrrr.." ok, i do realise

i have gained a lil bit of weight.. but my

tummy at tat particular time wasnt boncet

at all! like gimme a break la..

i dont know wat his prob is, but he wud

always comment my tummy.. yg bestnyer,

his gf, who is about 10 years my junior

looks like a married woman with 2 children,

flabby all over, and definitely has tummy!

so yg dia nak comment2 me tu pehal???

go fix yr gf first la.. wat's more important is

my ajoy is happy with my figure now.. but

still, i will still get upset everytime J comments

my tummy.. :(