::halangan/obstacle::

in life, we will be faced with all kinds of halangan/obstacles or challenges kan.. tats life.. i understand that part.. but what if, you learn that something/someone is actually obstructing something you have worked for deliberately? this is something i havent been able to get my mind off it ever since i learnt about this particular obstacle in my life.. 

what i wud like to say here is.. yes, rezeki dtg dari Allah.. apa jua rezeki yg kita nak, kita perlu berusaha utk dptkannya.. betul? watever rezeki, walau dlm apa jua bentuk, have to be worked on.. some ppl have it easy, some ppl dont.. tat includes having a baby.. a job.. a project.. or apa saja la kan..

i have been told by someone yg lebih arif recently that "ada yg menghalang" for me to conceive.. something or someone, belum tau lg.. quite a blow to me and i kept thinking what is it or sape yg sanggup buat camni?? what i am doing now is merely eliminating the halangan or in other terms unblocking it, and let nature run its natural course, insyaAllah..

org kata, bila kita dpt baby, rezeki pun insyaAllah bertambah.. or am i wrong??  so if you love us, do doa for that halangan to be diminished k.. tq all..

lots of luv,
a confused woman..