~i have short attention span disorder~

yes, i have short attention span disorder.. sometimes known as attention deficit disorder or ADD.. i also have a lil compulsive obsessive disorder.. tp tak la teruk mcm monk tu.. hehehehe.. 

anyway, i have known tis part of me ever since i was in high school. it may hv been apart of me from very young, but i only realised it later masa high school.. i discovered that i am easily distracted and very3 easily bored. especially in classes.. so during classes i often found myself doodling this and that while listening to the teachers. tat was my way of keeping my attention with the classes.. i havent perfected that skill until i went to uitm, tat was why Alhamdulillah i got good results..

i have tis very bad habit of tuning out. i tune out at everything. even movies. even when ajoy tells me stories sometimes. even while reading long articles. i dont and cant select my tuning out subjects. it will just happen. and have been since i was very young. this disorder was also why i get easily bored with relationships. i just get bored easily. 

allow me to list down all the signs and symptoms of this disorder.. these are some of those i've extracted that mirrors me quite perfectly :

~        Short attention span, UNLESS very interested in something

~        EASILY distracted, tendency to drift away

~        Trouble listening carefully to directions

~        Skips around while reading

>> i love reading novels, but most of the time i'd juz skip from one chapter to another and then go back to the 1st chapter and read again.. unless the book is extremely interesting

~        Tendency to be easily bored (TUNES OUT)

~        Trouble sitting still for too long 

>> i cant even sleep in 1 position, tgh tgk tv pun mesti nk kena buat something else as well e.g play game, play with hp, munch on tidbits or worse kopek2 muka sdri

~        Restlessness, fidgetiness, legs moving, constantly in motion

>> usually my legs yg fidgeting.. alhamdulillah my fidgeting isnt tat bad now.. skang tgh type pun 1 of my legs tgh swaying mcm tgh dgr music.. i guess she's already tuning out hahahaha..

~        Impulsive in words and/or actions

~        Tactless in speech

~        Impatient, low frustration tolerance

~        Poor financial management

~        Mood swings & negativity

~        Tendency to be immature, self-centred & immature interests

~        Tendency to be verbally abusive to others

~        Proneness to hysterical outburst ; short fuse

~        Difficulties falling asleep, maybe due to too many thoughts at night

>> tp yg ni mcm ramaiiiii je org canie kan?

~        Frequently feeling tired, having low energy

~    Difficulty coming awake (may need coffee or other stimulant or activity before feeling fully awake)

>> tu yg jd nescafe addict tu.. hihihihi..

~        Startles easily & sensitive to touch/noise/light/clothes

>> for me, it is mostly to noise, light n touch.. with ajoy pun still easily startled lg.. hihihi kesian dia..

yes, i have a few disorders.. i am not perfect.. but having this particular one does not mean i'm crazy, apa lg la bipolar disorder..