hampa.. hampa.. hampa!!!

today ajoy n i went to collect our accessories from arma for the majlis bertandang.. for bertandang, our theme is red & silver.. tp kan, susah sgt2 nk cari samping warna red & silver.. so last2 i opted for silver samping & tengkolok for ajoy and thought that i should have something silver too. or so i thought.. nasib baik belum rent lagi.. mcm biasa one day i viewed arma's blog.. they have d red & silver samping!! yeayyyy.. problem solved..

sigh.. or so i thought gak.. rupanyer d red isnt d same shade as our red.. in the blog nmpk cam sama.. tp rupanya arma's ones mcm gelap sikit.. tp coz we didnt have time to go and see if the colour matches n lg la takde time nk cari veil silver for me so takpe la.. amik je la kan.. plus we got the accessories for quite a good price.. tats y da malas nk fikir da.. hihi..

tp.. ada citer sedih sikit.. hampa sikit la.. ok, i tipu, hampa sgtttt.. d first time i went to arma's masa discuss psl design for dress & pelamin, da ckp da nk kasut tutup.. and then da try size kasut da.. tp kan, masa fitting tu, arma kuarkan kasut lain.. peep toe heel.. then i asked him, ni bukan kasut aina kan? coz aina mintak kasut tutup hari tu.. then he was like a ah, kasut aina tak siap lagi.. so rasa cam lega sikit la time tu.. coz i trusted him kan.. pastu masa collect d accessories, i asked if my shoes da siap, and he said da. so mesti la i ckp nk tgk.. pastu lama giler tak ingat punyer dia cari kasut whc i find it weird.. coz if there really is a pair of shoes made for me and tat m gonna use it in a few days shouldnt the shoes be somewhere easily accessible so that he wouldnt forget it nanti? and knowing tat m coming, shouldnt he have the shoes ready should i wanna have a look n try it??

n then, he came out with a pair of shoes tat looked too big for me.. i tried it on, and i was right, it was damn big!! size 6 or 7 ok.. and i wear size 5 for closed shoes.. pastu i ckp kat dia eh nape besar? then he said eh bukan size 6 ke.. errr like helllloooooo.... u assume someone for my build to wear 6?? if u assume i wear 5 but i actually wear 4 or 6 or 7 then it is logical la.. coz 5 is like the most common size!! actually masa tgk d shoes pun tau bukan for me coz the lace seems cream-ish.. not the right color! my heart dropped. pastu i tny la.. so camner ni..

then he went to his display area and took out another pair.. the shoes are grey. light grey. i was like ha ni grey la.. then he said try la dulu. i tried, perfect fit (told ya! grrrrrr...) pastu kan.. ntah la.. nk sedapkan hati dia sendiri kut, he said tak nmpk sgt grey.. so i pun cam nk sedapkan hati sendiri ckp ok je la, da mmg takde kasut lain yg size 5.. whc i dont get it either. sedih sgt rasa sebenarnyer.. bayar mahal2, kata from head to toe yg kita nak tp baju je yg ikut apa i nk.. veil & tudung tu i bole consider lagi pki yg da sedia ada.. but shoes tak bole la.. we're supposed to walk in it, to have a confident stride.. ni kita sdri tau shoes tak matching canerrrrrrr.... i mmg tak bole la camtu..

luckily, my bestfriend has a pair of white shoes she wore for her engagement.. harap2 tat will look better la.. bcoz i am not the type who wears PU shoes for events like these.. to me it should be wrapped in fabric mcm my kasut nikah.. mcm my kasut bertandang.. mcm gmbr ni, tis is my nikah shoes from saidatulnisa..

kalau i tau camni dr awal, kalau la arma ckp awal2 kena pki kasut sedia ada and my size ada dat freaking peep hole ajer dah lama dah i tempah kasut kat saidatulnisa!!! ckp la terus terang i tak buat kasut tuk u! ckp la kasut tuk size u warna putih ada yg ni jer! ckp la terus terang so tat i can make other arrangements awal2!!! ni ckp tgh buat la apa lancau lg alasan la sakit hati la!!!! bayar bapak mahal nk mampus tapi kasut pun takde ke???? uwaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i juz really2 hope tat i wont have problem with my pelamin n hall decor.. really2 crossing my fingers here..